Tuesday, March 20, 2007

I'm bringing blogging back

Okay, I know I have not been writing regularly. I am gonna try to keep it up. Sometimes I am just enjoying my life and don't have anything to complain about. Nah, that can't be right, I always have something to complain about.
Like my lack of friends, it is my own fault. I don't want any. No, it's hard. I think it is harder finding true friends than it is finding relationships and this is coming from the girl who was single for FIFTEEN years before Brad the Wonder boyfriend....
The pets are great, they continue to make me laugh daily. I have seriously thought about getting another pet, but I feel like I am away from them too much already. They are independent like the mama, but they need love and attention too.
Miss Ella's toes are bothering her again, but she went to the vet today and is going to undergo a radical diet change. Dog food! Her granny and pa take great care of her and she is so loved, just needs a dog food diet. She is so loving and has such a good heart. I had a HORRIBLE weekend last weekend, someone treated me really badly and I cried so much my face swelled up (my lips and eyes), but Ella came over and administered some special dog love and I felt better, but did not look better! Her and I had some special "girl" time and it really helped.
Brad has spring break next week, I am jealous, but happy that he has a lot of Brad and Ella time. I am going to take a day off and hopefully we will all chill and have fun.
I see my shrink tomorrow. I am having a hard time with balance. Work is upsetting me, for stupid reasons. I feel in a way, that my life is not my own, I am just not used to sharing it, but would not have it any other way. Brad is my shining light, my best friend, the answer to my questions.
I just need balance.

Okay, Question:
Is there anything that you regret that you think would have changed your life, if you could do it again?? Leave anonymous comments

Now that you are a "grown up", how did you envision your life differently?
I will leave my answers in the comments.
and they are random!

Word of the week: Thermos... another word I like to say.
Shout out to God, for my gratitude and all my blessings. I just have to remember them.
Thanks to Ron, my funny friend at work who makes me laugh.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I would not change much except I would judge less and not worry so much about looking cool

11:52 p.m.  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I wouldn't change much either. I'm happy where I am right now, and everything that I did, good and bad, brought me here.

I once missed a friend's funeral, because I would've had to take the bus for twelve hours to get there, and I'd just taken that bus ride the week before, so I chose not to go. It probably is one of my only regrets, as I didn't have closure on his death.

11:06 a.m.  

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