Sex in the EX City
Ugh. I worked at the Taboo Sex Show with my friend from Fort McMurray last weekend. The show was in Calgary and it was a killer... I have never seen so many people that should NOT be having sex in my life... Every fat guy and girl, lots of old people and he/she's... So strange, but whatever, live and let live, as long as I don't have to have sex with them. It was so harsh...Calgary is sooooo not home anymore. I don't even like being there. It feels foreign and icky to me. Plus I worked my buns off and didn't know what I was doing, that was harsh too. Believe me, I commend anyone that can do that, but its not for me. I guess if it was something I was passionate about, it would be different, but I kind of volunteered to help without thinking about it. It was a lot of output with very little payback. I did get to see a friend of mine, which was awesome, we did not hook up last time I was through town, which I was bummed about, but we were able to spend a few hours together catching up, so that was great, he said he would try to make it to Edmonton for my 40th in January... (AIIIIIEEEEEE!!)
Other than that, I am still exhausted, depressed and getting a WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING done... I know I am making progress, my shrink says so, but day to day is pretty bad. I cannot focus, have no motivation and hate leaving the house. Luckily, I don't have to work right now, but soon enough, it will be another thing to stress about. Good news, Brad needed to move right away (less than 3 weeks notice) and was really stressed about it, understandably, but he found a place that is even closer to mine than the last place and also, he has underground parking and BEST of all, he gets to keep Miss Ella there on the weekends (his best four footed gal). I can't wait to meet her.
Things are going well with Brad and I. We have our moments, but all in all, things are great. He is so kind, thoughtful and such a good man. I really am crazy about him and still hot for him. YAY 2 months! that is like a record for me. And I still think he is the bees knees and supremely pounceable.
Miss Peanut is doing well, she has layed a couple of more eggs, but she seems content. The vet visit went well and she is all healthy, but a bit underweight.. Not for lack of eating though. The vet thinks because she has been laying eggs. I am not freaked out anymore and kind of glad to have a boy and a girl now... Pirate is as adorable as EVER.. that kid is so freaking cute, it is not even funny.
Word for the week: SCRAM! in honor of Miss Peanut
Other than that, I am still exhausted, depressed and getting a WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING done... I know I am making progress, my shrink says so, but day to day is pretty bad. I cannot focus, have no motivation and hate leaving the house. Luckily, I don't have to work right now, but soon enough, it will be another thing to stress about. Good news, Brad needed to move right away (less than 3 weeks notice) and was really stressed about it, understandably, but he found a place that is even closer to mine than the last place and also, he has underground parking and BEST of all, he gets to keep Miss Ella there on the weekends (his best four footed gal). I can't wait to meet her.
Things are going well with Brad and I. We have our moments, but all in all, things are great. He is so kind, thoughtful and such a good man. I really am crazy about him and still hot for him. YAY 2 months! that is like a record for me. And I still think he is the bees knees and supremely pounceable.
Miss Peanut is doing well, she has layed a couple of more eggs, but she seems content. The vet visit went well and she is all healthy, but a bit underweight.. Not for lack of eating though. The vet thinks because she has been laying eggs. I am not freaked out anymore and kind of glad to have a boy and a girl now... Pirate is as adorable as EVER.. that kid is so freaking cute, it is not even funny.
Word for the week: SCRAM! in honor of Miss Peanut
posted by Cougarific at 10:10 p.m.
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